Niggling Feeling

Have reached another point of doubt - whether I am improving or no longer good enough. And that I don't measure up.

Especially in the area of appearances - the two men in my life have reminded me to improve my dressing, looks, etc.

Perhaps its better this way, that I stop looking like a sloppy slob and sayang myself by dressing up a bit.

*shrugs*

I just hope and pray I don't end up like some women I've seen- all dolled up with no where to go and not a droplet of soul left inside.