Annoying Cold

Apart from that, I've been pampered and spoiled rotten for the past few days. n_n

No Feeling...

...could be due to either:

1. Lack of good sleep
2. Feeling unappreciated
3. Overworked
4. Unorganised (bencinyer...)
5. Or not doing enough for others?

Going for Toasties meeting soon... can't wait for my brains to be rejuvenated! :)

If I Were A Boy

If I were a boy even just for a day
I'd roll out of bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted
And go drink beer with the guys

And chase after girls
I'd kick it with who I wanted
And I'd never get confronted for it
'Cause they stick up for me

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man


I'd listen to her
'Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
'Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it's broken
So they'd think that I was sleeping alone


I'd put myself first
And make the rules as I go
'Cause I know that she'd be faithful
Waiting for me to come home, to come home

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
'Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
'Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

It's a little too late for you to come back
Say it's just a mistake
Think I'd forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

But you're just a boy
You don't understand
And you don't understand, oh
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you wish you were a better man

You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
'Cause you're taking her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
But you're just a boy

Defeated? Think Again.

When things seem to turn for the worse

When people from your past resurface

When hurtful and untrue rumours & gossip abound

When some start imposing their ideas of what and who you should be

When people avoid you because you are 'special', or think you can read their minds

When some do not want to hear a word that you have to say

When people talk and laugh at you behind your back, and then quickly turn the other cheek to say a 'sincere' hello when you are around

When self-righteous people tell you how bad you are for others, how 'stubborn' you are, or what bad habits you have (even though they do it all the time).


Are you defeated?
Think again.


You cry a little

You die many times over

You reassess your life
and see only those who are important in your life

You see yourself changing
for the better
under God's loving hand.

:)

Here It Comes Again

Just when I thought it was tucked safely in the annals of the past, that feeling made a swift comeback.

It all started with moi feeling restless, listless and troubled.



Then one of my girlfriends asked "So when are you getting hitched?"


Pain.


And bit sad.


Replied somewhere along the lines of "up to the other half" before mentally shutting down (Well, of course it was an innocent question on her part. She is a lovely person).


Trying to distract myself from further thoughts of gloom and doom, I leisurely flipped the pages of today's extra-thick newspaper.


Then...




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I saw today's extra-special pullout.



Ruthlessly blaring an eye-popping photo of silver against purple from its front cover:





Maggie: God the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit help me! :(