Source: http://www.scientificillustrator.com/illustration/fish/hermit-crab.htmlLife is getting weirder.
Rather, I'm getting weirder. And I can't blame it on age or anything or anyone.
Its pretty bad now since have I limited and removed myself from society. Panic attacks come even when I am out with familiar people.
Nothing extreme, you say?
I rejoined my Toastmasters club recently after a 2-year hiatus. The first 3 meetings were a nightmare to me, and I cried my way home after those meetings ended. Things are picking up now, as I'm on my way to completing my 10 project speeches. *beams*
Went out with a friend over the weekend, just a normal outing. And got a panic attack thereafter. *rolls eyes heavenward* I feel that I should apologise to my friend but feel pretty awkward at the same time. How to explain? Aih...
Can't deny that my actions cause confusion, offense, etc in others. And its not a spiritual thing, just a self-inflicted psychological one. The devil shouldn't have more credit than what is due him.
What next?
Take one step at a time again, I guess.
Search once again for meaningful things to do, for causes to contribute to, for more friends to love. :)
2 comments:
hey girl.. know tat you are not alone.. and all of us journey together in this big thing called life!.. though I am thousands miles far away in distance but we can always be there for one another.. the power of internet.. ya.. and good tat you are writing about things... May the Lord continues to keep you close to Him as you choose to stay close to Him.. :D hugssss........
Love you Viv. n_n
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