Today, my Lord brought to my attention one thing I sorely lack.
I have yet to fully appreciate my father, my mother and my sister. For all that they have done for me.
Upon reflection, I am quite insensitive to my family's real wants. What they really want and need from me. I wish I could cry buckets from the tumultous currents of emotions swelling within my breast, but I cannot.
Its the dam of Emotion at the brink of bursting... waiting to surge forth, but a solid bubble prevents it from creating tidal waves within the depths of my soul.
I so wish and pray to feel proper human emotions again. Anything that is, besides anger and irritation.
Truly Lord, I do.
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